Thank you for the venom

I didnt regret that i waited for you...
thick and thin i went through...
I went head over heels for you...
It didnt turn out for me and you...

you didnt realise how much i cared
you didnt realise how much i bled deep inside
i know the truth, you dont need to know
the day you disappear is like im nothing

you did wrote down it didnt work out for us
you needed space, you needed time
i gave you that but i've lost in trust
Its all about you, not about us

what the fuck did you lie then?
what the hell did you bring me down?
far away, you can can just keep on lying
that im forever your rawkstar..

Im getting better
better to agree with the reality
the reality of waiting and suffering
you dont wanna know how i felt

it wont save you..
just by lying to save yourself
just by lying everything would just stop
everything will end

i thought you were different
but it seems that you are just the same
all these while i have been decieved
decieved by the very ones that i worship

thank you for the lies you wrote down
thank you for the fantasy
thank you for the Venom
that you gave me to drink...