Friday, December 19, 2008

Knights Of Rounds

Breathe
Just breathe
What are you waiting for?

Incisions forced; blood runs
We're forced to believe it
Don't you see it?
You're being overthrown by ...

We are the knights
Your nightmare arrives
I don't think you know I don't think you know
What has come for you
Follow the lights
They're burning so bright
I don't think you know I don't think you know
What has come for you

Breathe
Just breathe
Won't you walk through the door

Focus on all your instincts
It brings you deeper to the meaning of what we've become
Show your heart of stone

We are the knights
Your nightmare arrives
I don't think you know I don't think you know
What has come for you
Follow the lights
They're burning so bright
I don't think you know I don't think you know
What has come for you

We subside
Lost in your eyes
You burn so bright

All It Takes For Your Dreams To Come True

The fire rages in me
Never want to see the roses on your door
The glass that separates our touch
Soaring into the unknown skies fearing what we're fighting for

This is a war we cannot win!

Our last time to make stars collide right before our eyes
Believe in everything .. everything you've ever known
Reciting words we lost .. these years will never be untold
I won't be alone

The fire rages in me
Daylight fights through the night with the cries of redemption
The sun ignites the light in our eyes

...And is this possible

Our last time to make stars collide right before our eyes
Believe in everything .. everything you've ever known
Reciting words we lost .. these years will never be untold
I won't be alone

This time we fight ... side by side ... you and I

The bringers of light ... the teeth in the night
I won't be alone

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

The Vicegrip Of Yesterday

Dear Ms Ana,
I'm not angry or vent any anger on you
I'm just disappointed in you
I know you meant good and well
But lying isn't good for anybody
The Truth is I was waiting for you
I still do.
But when i got to know the truth
i was disheartened
i was really scared
Scared to be left again

I thought this wasn't going to happen
But it did
An apology would be nice
Only god knows how i feel now
So alone
So tired of everything
Pulling me down
No matter how hard i tried
it still didn't work out
I've always thought that you'll be coming back
But it seems that
You'll not be coming back to me

Now that I've lost my way
It's better for me to sit still
And just sit there all alone
This coming 25 Dec will be my 7 years of curse
This curse will never wash
But will soaked in blood
Blood filled with agony and pain
That I've suffered
This is just a resignation of my life

I know you've heard my stories a million times
But if you ever wanna come back(i wish)
Please tell me so
If you really dont want me then
i guess its fate that we cant be together

Maybe i shouldnt be saying anything
could be,should be,would be...haiz...
I hope you're doing fine on the other side
I pray for your safety, your health
Remember the Nasi Ayam?
Hehehe

Monday, December 8, 2008

Thank you for the venom

I didnt regret that i waited for you...
thick and thin i went through...
I went head over heels for you...
It didnt turn out for me and you...

you didnt realise how much i cared
you didnt realise how much i bled deep inside
i know the truth, you dont need to know
the day you disappear is like im nothing

you did wrote down it didnt work out for us
you needed space, you needed time
i gave you that but i've lost in trust
Its all about you, not about us

what the fuck did you lie then?
what the hell did you bring me down?
far away, you can can just keep on lying
that im forever your rawkstar..

Im getting better
better to agree with the reality
the reality of waiting and suffering
you dont wanna know how i felt

it wont save you..
just by lying to save yourself
just by lying everything would just stop
everything will end

i thought you were different
but it seems that you are just the same
all these while i have been decieved
decieved by the very ones that i worship

thank you for the lies you wrote down
thank you for the fantasy
thank you for the Venom
that you gave me to drink...

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Denied

There is nothing left for me
There is nothing left for you
There is nothing left at all
A wasteland of my mind
Don't think you ever will see
Don't think you ever will know
How much I actually cared
About everything we shared
Why the fuck did you lie then?
Why in hell did you bring me down?
Don't you realize?
No one gets out of this place alive
Hasn't been screaming all these years
Just to see the world crashing around me
Maybe this life is overrated
But I won't let the world burn around me

A SITUATION LIKE THIS SHOULD NEVER EXIST
THEN WHY ARE WE OUT OF CONTROL
I SEE SMOKE FROM THE EDEN FIRE
WATCH IT GOING HIGHER AND HIGHER

You pulled me up from the dream
Let's compare scars you and I
You are always on my mind
I will never leave you behind
You broke my engagement to
Solitude, and made me threw away
The ring of retaliation

The Past Should Stay Dead

Tailored sheets, to fit this dirty bed,
for once the dirt won't come all off
I can’t be pushed aside.

Wind is blowing through closed doors
With shadows dancing in the hall
Now hit the floor, crawl to the side,
We've all made better moves despite our slowing feet

For Once, lets leave the dreaming to someone else,
Our time has slipped away,
We’re sinking faster, faster no more play,
Set aside for the catch,
I'm at the next step, waiting for our year

And all at once it leaves you breathless,
With next to nothing, but open hands.

Reach out, hold on tight,
I know it hurts but keep trying,
And with your luck,
This won't be over quick
Out of the blue it strikes you
What’s left to catch but the fear of letting go?

And bite down,
The stress get harder now,
The mood is let down,
Let it play for the last time,
take this last second to know who's walking out.

For once don’t be so weak,
Back up the feelings that you claim now,
Fall deeper into a world, that you can’t explain.
For once don’t be so weak,
I see the mistake that is you,
don't try another line, I know the truth

Let hate save you, when, nothing else will,
Oh, let it save you, when, nothing else will.
Let it save you.

The mood is let down,
Let it play for the last time,
take this last second to know who's walking out

We know who does it best,
Wind is blowing through closed doors
With shadows dancing in the hall
Now hit the floor, crawl to the side,
We've all made better moves despite our slowing feet

Let hate save you when nothing else will.

I know the truth, it won’t save you

Friday, November 14, 2008

Wanted You More Than You Do.

As days come waltzing by
The Night slowly fades away
The Anguish cries of sorrow
Disappears through the melody of Autumn

The tower stands before my eyes
As i watch it crumble to dust
i'll let the past go from my life
To a place thats everlast

I need someone to hold me tight
Hold me forever through the night
Because i wanted you more,wanted you more
Than you do
Baby Girl,I Love You

The Sound Of Music