Denied

There is nothing left for me
There is nothing left for you
There is nothing left at all
A wasteland of my mind
Don't think you ever will see
Don't think you ever will know
How much I actually cared
About everything we shared
Why the fuck did you lie then?
Why in hell did you bring me down?
Don't you realize?
No one gets out of this place alive
Hasn't been screaming all these years
Just to see the world crashing around me
Maybe this life is overrated
But I won't let the world burn around me

A SITUATION LIKE THIS SHOULD NEVER EXIST
THEN WHY ARE WE OUT OF CONTROL
I SEE SMOKE FROM THE EDEN FIRE
WATCH IT GOING HIGHER AND HIGHER

You pulled me up from the dream
Let's compare scars you and I
You are always on my mind
I will never leave you behind
You broke my engagement to
Solitude, and made me threw away
The ring of retaliation

The Past Should Stay Dead

Tailored sheets, to fit this dirty bed,
for once the dirt won't come all off
I can’t be pushed aside.

Wind is blowing through closed doors
With shadows dancing in the hall
Now hit the floor, crawl to the side,
We've all made better moves despite our slowing feet

For Once, lets leave the dreaming to someone else,
Our time has slipped away,
We’re sinking faster, faster no more play,
Set aside for the catch,
I'm at the next step, waiting for our year

And all at once it leaves you breathless,
With next to nothing, but open hands.

Reach out, hold on tight,
I know it hurts but keep trying,
And with your luck,
This won't be over quick
Out of the blue it strikes you
What’s left to catch but the fear of letting go?

And bite down,
The stress get harder now,
The mood is let down,
Let it play for the last time,
take this last second to know who's walking out.

For once don’t be so weak,
Back up the feelings that you claim now,
Fall deeper into a world, that you can’t explain.
For once don’t be so weak,
I see the mistake that is you,
don't try another line, I know the truth

Let hate save you, when, nothing else will,
Oh, let it save you, when, nothing else will.
Let it save you.

The mood is let down,
Let it play for the last time,
take this last second to know who's walking out

We know who does it best,
Wind is blowing through closed doors
With shadows dancing in the hall
Now hit the floor, crawl to the side,
We've all made better moves despite our slowing feet

Let hate save you when nothing else will.

I know the truth, it won’t save you

Wanted You More Than You Do.

As days come waltzing by
The Night slowly fades away
The Anguish cries of sorrow
Disappears through the melody of Autumn

The tower stands before my eyes
As i watch it crumble to dust
i'll let the past go from my life
To a place thats everlast

I need someone to hold me tight
Hold me forever through the night
Because i wanted you more,wanted you more
Than you do
Baby Girl,I Love You

That Capricorn was a Silent Killer

Im Overrated.
I need to find inner peace for myself.
i never needed oxygen,i need carbon dioxide.
The fumes is turning me against myself.
Life is hard.
Life is never easy for me.
It always turns back on me.
Seven was the number.
Years is what i've counted.
I'll be gone in a day.
Don't bother when i'm GONE...
Let everything and misery.
take control...
Of me...
Sometimes i wish i could be someone..
Sometimes i wish to be look upon..
Everything i took was for granted..
Everything i took was...
I'm gonna find my inner peace...
My Flaws,Where i've gone wrong.
Alone in December,To find my strength...
To Live on...
For this life to be worthwhile for me...
Darkness is all i see...

Self-Doubt

Why do things got harder as i grow up?

An upstart of a filth,to a cradle of mishaps

I am no prince charming,its quite alarming

Im no hero,it always ended as a zero

Should i be concern of myself?
Or just let self doubt takes its place?
How could i so happen to make everything as it seems?
Or am i just waiting for miracles to happen?
Seems like there's no miracles to it.
Everything happens for a reason
In their eyes im always the treason
Sun always sets when im out for the season

What should i do to make all this filth go away?
What should i do to make miracles?
Maybe its just my luck..
My life sucks..
It sucks to be me..
It really is..

Under this thin layer of skin,
Some judge the different things about me
It was never the thought of being different
It was never the life i conquered
Im never going to finish the race in life
Why do people always step my head?
Maybe im just stupid..
Plain stupid...

Why am i the implosive type of person?
who keeps his feelings to himself?
Then one day explodes like the atomic bomb
It isnt a hell of fun
I never wanted to hurt people
Never wanted...
Ive got so many questions
But the answer was never found
Its the most profound quiet
In the heart of raging riot
Who is a rotten idiot..

Why do i keep complaining to myself?
I dont know why..
I dont really know...
An utterly a disregard to myself...
Or am i just feel so insecure about everything
I wrote songs...
Its just a once upon a time fairytale
Stuck in this labyrinth of chaos

Its a 10 BOO-HOOs for me
Zero for miracles to happen
Zero for being a hero
10 For being nothing
10 for me because i suck in life

Lexington

The fields are near and I won't trust the air with secrets.I can't stop holding this treasure in my arms.For all the water in the oceancould never turn this swan's legs from black to white.Let them say, let them say, let them say what they please.You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that.Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you want me to let go.You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that.Even if you want me to let go, honey.Even if you say the things that make me want to lose you.We went on drinking, celebrating somethingI looked at you and said that I'm forever yoursYou looked at me and said oh the idea of being in loveThe idea. The idea of being forever yours.You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that.Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you want me to let go.You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that.Even if you want me to let go, honey.Even if you say the things that make me want to lose you.Screaming from the inside of me.A lonely and pleading phantasm.We only get what we seeGazing so desperatelyBetween the things that we fearGazing so desperatelyElaborate delusions.We're watching segregating illusions.Between the things that we see, and the things that we fear.No, no it won't make them disappear.You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that.Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you want me to let go.You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that.Even if you want me to let go, honey.Even if you say the things that make me want to lose you.Even if you want me to let go, honey...